Weird dreams...

I often have weird dreams.  Since Declan I have had many dreams about babies.  Yesterday was the most vivid and heartbreaking.  In the dream I had a bump just like I do now, totally separate frustration, and suddenly I felt a baby kick.  I was unaware I was even pregnant in the dream.  I turned to Christian and he watched as my stomach morphed as the baby inside bubbled out my stomach with hands and feet.  I looked up into my husbands teary eyes as he smiled.

Then I woke up.

Mean and rotten dream.

All day I have been reflecting on that dream...it was almost as though it were a memory...it was real.

I have not had dreams that heart breaking.

When I woke up I told Christian and he paused...maybe I should have kept my dream to myself.

I'm hoping I don't have any repeats tonight...