July 23, 2018

Lost myself...

I tried to write in this after I had lost my confidence.  I questioned who I was and didn't know if I could keep writing feeling I was too much of a mess.  I finally stopped.  It has been two years.  I have been through a lot of self discovery.  I finally feel I can proceed.

I have loved the people I have met along my journey of grieving.  It has taught me so much and brought so many people into my life.  I am grateful for the influence Declan has been in my life.  I have been able to reach out to others in ways I never would have before.  I understand loss.  I understand grieving.  No one grieves the same.  But because I know pain...I see the world differently.  I understand when people hurt.

I am grateful for this blog.  I hope to keep writing here.  This is where I have reached out and tried to help in the only way I know how.  Writing and making blankets.

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