Today would be nine months for Declan. It is strange that his only cousin his age has her 1st birthday today. I had been anticipating a hard day today. I thought I would be depressed, but strangely I forgot what day it is. My sister gave me a loving text telling me how she hoped today was good. I thought it was sweet, but didn't put together why she had sent it. I thought she had been telling me that because I am waiting for results back from my doctor to see if I am okay.
Then I got an email from a fellow angel baby mommy. She wished me a good day for Declan's 9 month angel birthday.
Oh, right. It's that day. The day I had been dreading. Hmm...that is strange I had even forgotten. Well I suppose that is good. I am having a relatively good day...other than the fact I am exhausted since my daughter is sick and not sleeping well...and other than the pain I still have from my c-section...I'm good.
I have a lot of peace and comfort today.
Happy Birthday Ashley! Happy 9 months my sweet angel! We miss you each day...and wish you were with us.
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